Sunday, February 7, 2010
I got myself a new heels. I have been hunting for one but I am too choosey.I am too lazy to take a nice picture of it but found a picture that looks smilar to mine. the colour is different, mine is abit brown. yup not all black. love it.. i brought it from calvin klein.NICE!
This is nice too. but i did not see this in the shop. this can match with a simple dress. it will look awesome.
Tomorrow, i got an event to go. PROJECT RICE!! however, i can't sleep now don't know why. i guess i got to go offline soon just to force myself to sleep or else i can't wake up on time.
GOOD NIGHT, EVERYONE!
Labels: every stepping stones is a success
what we could have been, 2/07/2010 01:11:00 AM.
Friday, February 5, 2010
I got a hectic and exhausted week. I simply got to prepare for my upcoming week practical test. I am wetting my pants when I remind myself practical test is near.I got the feeling……….. I am infected with sore eyes soon. My sclera is red in color for 2 days. I can feel that the eye muscle is doing a lot of work by pulling my eyelid open. If is not getting well I might be seeing a doctor soon.
Well, I manage to rush down training today. I was so tired I almost going to miss the stop. So end up I open my eyes for the last 3 stop before arrive.
All comment for the training has already been told during debrief time. And remember what did I said debrief time is equal to________. Always keep this in mind:
“Coming together is a beginning. Keeping together is progress. Working together is success.”
I head back to home after dinner. I ready cannot take it wants to come back home do everything then goes sleep early tonight. Hence I am here to update before I falls into my bed soundly.
Well, I guess I miss a lot of peoples. And I really have no time to meet all of them out. So well, I will keep your image in my mind. I hope I do not suffer from dementia. Alright, I got to go sleep.
Good night, everyone!
STUDY HARD!!
i will wait patiently and stop whinning.
Labels: and love with all of your heart, laugh often, Live well
what we could have been, 2/05/2010 10:18:00 PM.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
How I wish I am able to fly to a country far away with my love ones. I just want to go somewhere to relax and enjoy that moment. I just want to slow down my pace in life, because I am working too fast and did not realize what is going around me.Wishes are always dreaming. And it is kind of fantasy.
Well, I got to agree sometime what you want might not be able to achieve. However, things that worth fighting for, we should just go all out.
Grab hold of every opportunity.
Well, I was rather pissed off yesterday. Today, I did not attend my nsl class in the morning, I super hate that feeling. I was simply too tired but yet we have to stay up late just to complete a mess. How I wish I can wash off my hands. The answer for not coming online because tried. Oh mind!! Freak out!! FINE!! It is over. I just PRETEND I do not know anything.
BUDDY HOPES YOU DID ENJOY YOUR 17TH TO THE MAXS!!! AND I shall do an advance post for your birthday!!
Happy birthday to you yeah!!!
I am going wish you get well soon from your cough, do not cry over those jerks and of course stay happy!!
Even though, tomorrow lesson ends only at 6pm but do not feel sad alright?? We still remember your BIRD day!!wakaka…(i chose the colour that you like!!sweet right??)
Happy birthday to you yeah!!!
I am going wish you get well soon from your cough, do not cry over those jerks and of course stay happy!!
Even though, tomorrow lesson ends only at 6pm but do not feel sad alright?? We still remember your BIRD day!!wakaka…(i chose the colour that you like!!sweet right??)
Labels: tears
what we could have been, 2/03/2010 09:17:00 PM.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
This is a post that I will share about selfishness. I guess everyone meet this situation before nevertheless I meet this situation too.I guess is just a behavior of this person character. This is not a motive of a person but an intension of that particular person. If you think you do not have the ability to accomplish the task you should voice out. We would not blame if you do not know how to do it. But the main problem here is that we don’t see the effort you put in.
Basically all of us are working on this assignment and where will you? This wasn’t the first time you make a mistake. If it was the first I think we wouldn’t be that pissed off. When you have problem, yes you share and you tears. But when there is a serious work to be done we will never be able to find you. So I think is time for you to do a reflection. And really ask yourselves what you want. As a friend, we can cover you up but we can’t be there forever to cover you up. You need to understand the rationale behind it.
You shouldn’t punish others for your own choices.
Labels: cherish the days you had
what we could have been, 2/02/2010 10:22:00 PM.
Monday, February 1, 2010
I feel that I am going round and round like the Ferris wheel. I have no idea when I can stop it and give myself a break. I am totally clueless.
I am exhausted and indecisive. I have no more aim in my life. Is it because I am getting slightly older and I feel must more stressful and I chose to hide from it?
Well, this week is revision time. I need to do a lot of things to catch up my work. Next week will be my practical test. I am so damn worry for it. If I am going to fail my skills I can’t go for attachment. I need to buck up and burn midnight oil. After that I will be having my 1st written paper exam on the 19 Feb 2010. Which it can show that I can’t even enjoy my Chinese new year while I got to see others enjoying. It is alright, I have to accept it. I can’t complain much because I am not the only person. So after my exam, I will enjoy 3 week break first then out for 3 week attachment. However, during this 3 week break I guess same routine. I will be busy with all kind of things. I need not have to specifically say what it is. The answer should be quite obvious.
This is a hectic month and I am not enjoying at all. I can’t slow down my pace. If I will to do so, I wouldn’t be able to catch up.
I will face it and stay strong as usual when I know I can’t.
Of course I am enjoying my time in Red Cross youth. Simply love going for all kinds of event but sometime due to lousy timetable in school just makes me frustrated. Well, I will make time for it.
I hope my unit is doing fine. I can’t go down so often recently because my school works. However, I will try to go down at least 1 time per week. To those who are in the competition, please work hard and know what your aim in mind is. Let it be the driving force alright?? I hope to see you all soon.
It‘s like Feb. now and yet the calling is not been heard. I’m still waiting for that surprise I do hope our telepathy don’t stop here. I can’t be the one doing things anymore. It is because I need to know the answer from your part. I drop my kneel on you.
I am exhausted and indecisive. I have no more aim in my life. Is it because I am getting slightly older and I feel must more stressful and I chose to hide from it?
Well, this week is revision time. I need to do a lot of things to catch up my work. Next week will be my practical test. I am so damn worry for it. If I am going to fail my skills I can’t go for attachment. I need to buck up and burn midnight oil. After that I will be having my 1st written paper exam on the 19 Feb 2010. Which it can show that I can’t even enjoy my Chinese new year while I got to see others enjoying. It is alright, I have to accept it. I can’t complain much because I am not the only person. So after my exam, I will enjoy 3 week break first then out for 3 week attachment. However, during this 3 week break I guess same routine. I will be busy with all kind of things. I need not have to specifically say what it is. The answer should be quite obvious.
This is a hectic month and I am not enjoying at all. I can’t slow down my pace. If I will to do so, I wouldn’t be able to catch up.
I will face it and stay strong as usual when I know I can’t.
Of course I am enjoying my time in Red Cross youth. Simply love going for all kinds of event but sometime due to lousy timetable in school just makes me frustrated. Well, I will make time for it.
I hope my unit is doing fine. I can’t go down so often recently because my school works. However, I will try to go down at least 1 time per week. To those who are in the competition, please work hard and know what your aim in mind is. Let it be the driving force alright?? I hope to see you all soon.
It‘s like Feb. now and yet the calling is not been heard. I’m still waiting for that surprise I do hope our telepathy don’t stop here. I can’t be the one doing things anymore. It is because I need to know the answer from your part. I drop my kneel on you.
Labels: pictures of you is hurtful
what we could have been, 2/01/2010 10:52:00 PM.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
What is bothering me?? Well, the answer will be always school, family and friends. My answer most slightly should be the same however I got more to worry as I have other commitment. I guess I really need a break from all things. But I doubt I can escape from it. There isn’t a good reason for me to escape. It was planned long ago. I am just a puppet that listens to instruction. I can’t choose what I really want in myself. I know I need to get a life. I am quite exhausted chasing after all kind of things.
Though, I might be good in work but that does not mean I don’t break down. How well do you know me?? I am utterly disappointed in myself. I am simply a failure. I don’t belong to here. Each day, each night I pray very hard. I tears for all kind of things, but YOU make me tears more. When I am in the bus alone listening to music, I control and hold back. When I am having my lesson, thinking of YOU make me endure. When I look up into the sky, it just reminds me you have abandoned me. When I am walking back home, it reminds me those sweet moment I had with you. Those places we went before just makes me think of you. Even we got to meet less than 2 times but YOU have played a part in me. I can’t let go. I tried. Can you hear me?? I always ask for surprises but it turns out to be none. How disappointing can it be??? I am clueless.
I want you so badly. I need you so painfully.
Though, I might be good in work but that does not mean I don’t break down. How well do you know me?? I am utterly disappointed in myself. I am simply a failure. I don’t belong to here. Each day, each night I pray very hard. I tears for all kind of things, but YOU make me tears more. When I am in the bus alone listening to music, I control and hold back. When I am having my lesson, thinking of YOU make me endure. When I look up into the sky, it just reminds me you have abandoned me. When I am walking back home, it reminds me those sweet moment I had with you. Those places we went before just makes me think of you. Even we got to meet less than 2 times but YOU have played a part in me. I can’t let go. I tried. Can you hear me?? I always ask for surprises but it turns out to be none. How disappointing can it be??? I am clueless.
I want you so badly. I need you so painfully.
A stranger you were once.Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.As our lives engaged,you lit my life and I held both your hands.Now that decades have passed,ours souls have indeed become one.How fortunate we are that we have found the love so truethat everyone dreams about.- Laura Veronica Merodio -
Labels: Love comforteth like sunshine after rain.
what we could have been, 1/17/2010 12:03:00 AM.
Friday, December 4, 2009
Well, is time for me to update my songs so decided to choose those songs I am listening to it recently. As for the song GEE was influence by GWEE JIA MIN!! I hope while reading my blog post you will be able to enjoy the song too!
I shall blog some interesting event I had gone to and how well did I enjoy myself despite I was having my common test.
Those who know me well will realize I am entirely burn up with school work and rcy event. However I never regret doing anything and I am elated I manage some of the task well.
I shall blog some interesting event I had gone to and how well did I enjoy myself despite I was having my common test.
Those who know me well will realize I am entirely burn up with school work and rcy event. However I never regret doing anything and I am elated I manage some of the task well.
1st I was busy with all the individual assignment for certain module.
2nd madness I had doing my mel E quiz. (And I have already lost 5% in my AAP quiz because……….)
3rd After all the assignment submission another scary front I am panicking. That was NSL practical test.
So I had my practical test early in the morning like 8am and I waited until like 9am and then was my turn. Basically, I chose the test I am doing and I got really lucky to get Blood Glucose Monitoring (BGM). So my classmate was my patient and I had to poke her and test her blood. I freak out at first because I focus must more on another 2 skills and it turns out to be so lucky I somehow forget how to do BGM. But never give up because practical is my strength so stay very focus during that time. I explain nonstop and in my mind I was like the result of the blood will be HYPO or HYPER or NORMAL RANGE!!! And and and I was so elated to see it fall in the normal range.
Alright so told myself I did my best let wait for my result to be graded. And the teacher told me YES you PASSED!!! I feel that I had finished running a 10km without stopping pace. Of course, I Smile happily.
4th, it was time to settle down to do revision for my common test. At this moment I have to balance up my revision and admin work for uip. However, I manage well even sometime I tend to forget some things. It was a sense of satisfaction.
Lastly and I am ended up with UIP camp cum my common test week. The last day of UIP camp was my first paper. I look so damn tired that day because all my friends was like coming to me said are you alright and stuff. It was also my first time I feel so tired and wanna sleep so badly during my test. Hang on there. I was so crazy with babe M. we cab back to campsite to join back the rest just have the sudden urge. Most importantly, was we did not regret going back. COOL!! I think I wouldn’t describe every little bit of the camp because it have already kept tightly in my Long Term Memory.
To instruct and To inspire!!HA!!
Today was my last paper. How well I grade myself?? It will be an F for flunk. Simply screw up my last two papers. And who were I to blame?? MYSELF!! So I wouldn’t blame at any single of them. It is time to buck up and I gonna look forward to my attachment and lab visit. YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW!
For now!!! I am just waiting for tomorrow to see my mentees and hoping all of them passed out happily. And, of course all the trainers. They are a bunch of nice and funny people.
Sunday will be campfire!! I hope to see most of my batchmates=) 10/09 we roxs!!
Watch this is so touching and filled with passion: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aj1GAQDCPiY
If you do not want to see me like this I think is time to think of a solution.
If you do not want to see me like this I think is time to think of a solution.
Labels: boy, you know the answer very well
what we could have been, 12/04/2009 08:44:00 PM.
